I guess special moments can hit you any time. Today it started with my mum yelling at me for certain things and though i bet she still doesnt know what shes talking about, she was right. So right. I dont know what i'm afraid of really. That whole thing somehow led to a mass laminating of certificates and progress reports. And looking at everything got me thinking.. This is what i'm gonna so when i have to apply in the not very distant future.

Anyway i'm digressing.

bottomline, VET.

There are times when school really really gets me in a sian mood. I definitely relate to my classmates least when it comes to schoolwork. But just now made me realise that the only reason i really determined to study hard is because of my dream. Requirements are really damn high. No doubt especially as compared to what i have.

But still, i think theres some positive things to smile about. Jacque got into the faculty of veterinary medicine at melbourne and shes going to start really soon. Will definitely keep in contact.. So good to see a senior doing pretty much exactly what i want already. And that uni will already have an NUSH student there to set the standard.. So i'm hoping she continues to do well (: Another thing is i met this other guy recently too doing an examination for one of the lame horses at the stables. Turns out hes fourth year at melbourne too and he just shared a little on what to expect. Not really anything fantastic from him.. But its still positive and after talking to him, i know a little more on what to avoid haha. Yup and after going through these, i've kinda forgiven missing the previous two talks at school..

And so everything from here on, all my studies and all my grades, i dont care its all for this dream and nothing else. Except for the glory of god.
posted by halfpastfour- at 11:58 PM [edit]